oh my god. We dated the same lunatic. I didn’t stay long though. I woke at 4 am one morning with the profound thought of “I’m going to kill myself…if he doesn’t get to it first…” NOTHING I did was right. I wasn’t doing it the correct way. I wasn’t mothering my son correctly, I wasn’t divorcing my soon to be ex husband correctly, I didn’t chew correctly, I didn’t drive correctly…you get the drift…you lived it too.