There’s nobody here

There’s nobody here when I wake up screaming, my pillow wet with the tears I’ve been crying in my sleep.

There’s nobody here to hold my hair when I’m throwing up all the good food I’m forcing down to make me strong again.

There’s nobody here to offer comfort when I feel defenceless and there’s nobody here to shout at when I’m angry.

There’s nobody here to take care of the things I am incapable of taking care of.

and..

There’s nobody here to take care of me