Terijo ,
I love you more than you know. When I saw you had responded to Sherry Kappel , all I could think was, “Thank God she is still here!!!” You have no idea the impact your love, support, and words have on me. You have never kept it anything but 100!! Terijo Thomas is a good man with a good spirit and the kindest, gentlest heart and soul on this earth. He loves me…..ME. I mean like unconditionally, forever, no questions asked, he is my ride or die!!! I haven’t been doing as well as I can to say the least, but Thomas remains the one constant in my very chaotic, fucked up life. I don’t know that I would still be alive if it wasn’t for him, no exxageration!! Getting past the guilt and the shame I carry around is almost more than I can handle. Also, I know he doesn’t want that girl you talked about. I don’t want to BE her, but its who I seem to be, even now. I am searching desperately for a way home, I am just havung some trouble seeing the light that is supposed to guide me. Its really very dark out here, but I am sure it will work out. I am super thrilled to see your words!!
Love,
Jenny
