I’ll Be Seeing You
The love and acceptance that can only come from being in love with yourSELF.

One day, time just slipped by, caught me by surprise, so quickly… my little baby is 31-years-old! I miss her… I miss her mama too, me when I was a young mother.
This “missing” longing for a more innocent time of mySelf will never go away… won’t it?
Never gone, always there. That moment captured in the photo is a perfect moment. On that day when your baby was 3-months-old and you a young mother just beginning her journey raising a child, all the things you didn’t know and now do…. That moment was, is and will always be perfect. Fresh as the day you experienced it. Preserved for your viewing pleasure in Eternity in your memory.
What is it? Memory?
It’s a thought… memory is a thought … it’s your mind, that thing call brain inside your head, you! It’s your Self. You can’t separate your mind from yourSELF. One and the same.
There is two of me… one that lives in the Now, happy joyful go with the flow. Then there is my mind — The Self that perceives the Now before and after Now had happened.
Now is a person then, a side of you, opposing to the side that lives in the past and future. There is two of me…. Yes, two. One lives in the Now and one lives before and after. One lives that moment in the Now and took a photo while another me remembers that moment captured in the photo…. Two sides of my brain…
They are brother and sister, husband and wife, Ying and Yang, mind and heart, logic and magic, science and spirituality, black and white, positive and negative, sun and moon, day and night, joy and sadness…. on and on…
Billie Holiday sings:
I’ll be seeing you… in all the old faminilar places…
Memory is lovely. Memory is you as much as living in the Now is you. Memory is a part of you…
In that small cafè the hall across the way the children carousel the chestnut tree the wishing well
I AM always there with you. I as I AM in your memory. Can you see your SELF looking at yourself?
I’ll be seeing you in every lovely summer’s day in everything that light and gay I’ll always think of you that way I’ll find you in the morning sun and when the night is new…
Sometimes the mind forgets she is loved by her SELF but… forgetting is too a thought and it belongs in the mind… not in the Self. The SELF is always there with youSELF.
I’ll be looking at the moon but I’ll be seeing you — — Billie Holiday
My two-self(s) is like the two sides of a river — the river banks — as my awareness of my Self(s) increase I am more and more aware of the two banks and the flow between them. In that flow, as the two currents (the two sides of me) cross they create Love. SELF Love!
The love and acceptance that can only come from being in love with yourSELF.
