Lupia
That time at night in Parkesburg
Words couldn’t describe
Our melting vibes
And now like the tides
You have decided to leave my side
You’ve decided to say goodbye
I’m just stuck here with my red eyes
I hope you’re happier with some other guy
Just know that I did try
But now not even these guitar strings
Can stop me from crying everyday
Can stop me from flying so far away
You were the best part of me
But now Lupia is all I need
I’ll be on the porch
Smoking weed
Your hair red like a torch
All I ever wanted was nothing more
Than to be plastered on the floor
Than to be the master of yours
Oh how I’ll love nevermore
I’ll never be good at golf
Or understanding how you talk
Maybe it’s better if I walk this out
You’ll never get what I was about
Now I’m just getting lost in these clouds
Your skin was white as chalk
I haven’t shaved in three months
Fuck this feeling you’ve given me
Why didn’t I see what you saw?
Now all I can do is wait for your call
If you even call at all
Or how you’ve swallowed me
And swayed me
I didn’t know what to do either
So we couldn’t be together
You could say I’ve never felt better
Only you’re still in my head
And to make matters worse
You’ve left me on read
Oh when will this end?
Why doesn’t she love me?
Why doesn’t she love me?
Now I see
All the albums but you never wanted me
You were the best part of me
But now Lupia is all I need
I’ll be on the porch
Smoking weed
Your hair red like a torch
All I ever wanted was nothing more
Than to be plastered on the floor
Than to be the master of yours
Oh how I’ll love nevermore
I can’t even begin to stand
To see your face
All the pain is so hard to embrace
I know this isn’t a race
But darling I can’t keep up with your pace
I’ve already died so you can skate
These last few months have been great
You’ve left your trace all over my place
I can’t even take all this weight
My thoughts are waning
My head is weary and I’m slowly fainting
We’ll never finish what we were making
Just know that my heart
Will always be yours for the taking