Short And Bittersweet
So many things are racing through my mind right now. What am I supposed to do? How do I make it so that I am the best version of me that I can be? So many questions. I know that I have the answers within me, but sometimes dragging them out is difficult.
The tears are welling up in my eyes, I can feel them. I don’t just feel them on my cheeks, but I feel them deep in my chest. I’m afraid that I’m missing something that I won’t ever be able to reach.
Do you ever want something so badly that your whole body aches for it? The only thing that’s keeping you from breaking apart is the idea of whatever it is that you want so badly falling into your lap? You can dream about it all you want. Whether it happens or not…I don’t know.