Here in this hospital bed, tormented by pain, emotional, mental and physical, insomnia hits me again. Long slow days, stuck here alone, long dark nights haunted by my minds shadows. But im fine… i have to be fine, everyone thinks im fine so i have to be, even when im not. Im not fine, im not strong, i dont inspire anything! all i do is lay here alone with my shadows hoping for the light to scare them away