I’m In Love With My Best Friend.

I know what you’re thinking, 15 and in love? Impossible. Well it is possible. So possible that you wish it wasn’t. Have you ever had that feeling where you loved a soul so much and knowing they didn’t love you the way you loved them? Well that’s what most of us feel. Our best friends, our laughter, a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand. But have you ever been in love with yours?

The ache of seeing them with another girl/boy holding hands and kissing and whispering sweet nothings to each other. That is heart aching. And it’s terrible that none of us have the courage to stand up and scream and shout from the rooftops that we love them but we were taught by society to keep our feelings bottled up inside where no one knew.

The most terrible part is when they invite you on a date with their girlfriend/boyfriend. That is simply heart breaking. You are a third wheel, standing there watching and observing wondering how he/she couldn’t see that you were madly in love with them and this person that they are dating didn’t deserve them at all. Doesn’t admire them as much as you do. Doesn’t love them as much as you do.

You may say inexperienced with love and heartbreak but this has to be the most terrible thing anyone can go through.

to my best friend, my love, my heart and soul.

-jessica