Thank you for sharing this, Michelle!
I also struggled selling my art…but my struggle was not wanting to let my art go. For a long time my drawings always said “Not For Sale.” When someone showed interest in my art for the first time, I got scared. My work was (and is) so personal to me. And even now there are still pieces I can’t put a price tag on.
Art shows take so much energy! How frustrating to be late, BECAUSE of a GPS system, and then have trouble with your tent. When I had my last show, the next day I was so exhausted, I felt like I was dragging myself around. Could’ve also been the fact that I was on my feet almost the whole night… Plus, there were two live bands playing in the building, at the same time…noisy!
But, I really enjoyed talking to some of the people who came to my show. Even though I’m an introvert, I feel different talking to people about my art. I’m sharing my passion with them. It’s not just small talk.
I was so surprised when I read that you couldn’t stand looking at your art, or making it. I think your work is so fun — I remember you doing those matted pieces with the colored clay. I hope that by working through your PTSD, it helps whatever artist block or burn out you had/have. Maybe you’ll pick it up again? But only if it brings you joy.
I’m glad you are pursuing your writing. I’m looking forward to your book!
