What will a first kiss after a 9 year marriage be like?
What will my first kiss be like? What will my first kiss be like in this space?
This space after 9 years of relationship.
How will I know how to kiss. Or hold. Or move my body?
Will I be stiff and uncomfortable? Will I be too relaxed? Will I be both at the same time and how will I ever deal with that?
Will I still love kissing? What will I taste like? What will a kiss - with a new person - taste like?
How will I know I still have taste?
What is my body now? How will I feel inside hands other than his? Inside hands other other than mine?
How will I be brave enough to let hands touch my body?
What will my body do under hands?
Will I be so sexy that I just want to have sex? What if that happens? Will I have sex with everyone I kiss?
Will I cry. Will I weep with a stranger the way I couldn’t help but weep with my husband?
Who cheated on me.
Will I weep because I feel so vulnerable? So Open.
Will I never be able to weep again because I will never be open again?
What will happen if I weep with a stranger?
Will everyone now be a stranger?
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