Blogging and me

For a long time I’ve trying to write about exciting things that happen in my life, but, guess what? I don’t have to many things to tell.
I made my first blog like 9 years ago (I think) and I was trying to write about things I knew, or that I though I knew. In that time I was studying drums, so I was into music, thinking that I knew everything about that, “ask me anything, I know everything”, but at the end of two or three posts was a Fiasco (I don’t usually write in English, my mother lenguage is Spanish, so maybe I’m gonna use some spanish words time to time [if this blogging thing of mine continues] and sorry if my writting is bad, again, I don’t usually write in English), everythin I wrote was researched 5 minutes ago on Wikipedia, so, it didn’t end pretty well… Actually it ended very bad.
Then I wanted to improve, yeah, I’d tested Blogger man, I was on fire, I wanted more… yeah… Blogger… so, what was bad about that? well, I was trying to do a new page, with menus, to write about everything, but, there were two problems about that: One, you can’t do menus in Blogger. Two, I was bad at writting and I didn’t know what to write about (Yes, maybe were three problems, not two, it’s de nochesita and I realized late) so, I made a blog with no content and failed again.
“I have the best topic” thought one day when got up from bet, “It’s gonna be amazing”. I wanted to write about “Gajes del oficio”, what is that? well, according to Google Translator (and no research at all because it’s to late) is “Occupational hazards” (like the football player… hope it is the right translation), the problem was that I didn’t have amazing occupational hazards, ni unito (I realize that the translation of fiasco is… fiasco), but I went through it, and I got a name for my blog that it took me a week to fine one that I liked, and I started writing about my dreams, the things I thought, but… the writing wasn’t pretty good and it failed, again, and in Blogger, again.
I was into web programming then and my brother told me “Hey, you can install SQL and run it with your computer as host to develop your pages” so I did that. I learned some HTML, CSS and Javascript and I started my first web page, a full web page desinged in Notepad that was horrible, a piece of shit, but, it was my porquería. Then, I started a YouTube Tutorial of creating a Wordpress template from the begging, and it was a beautiful piece of shit. So, as you can see, it failed.
But I got something, if I wanted to make a web page Wordpress seems pretty good, I can do menus in there, even in wordpress.com. I started my second try with wordpress, with a free template (I was not going to try to do it myself again, no señor) writing about occupational hazards, and it wasn’t that bad, but I didn’t like it, then I can say that it didn’t failed, no, it was otra cosa, I failed, that was worse.
So, why am I here? why am I writing at 23:20 (Bogotá time) if I have to get up early to go to the University? why am I writing in a language that I don’t usually do? why am I telling you (the reader, if there is someone to read me) about all my failures? Well, I always have this thing in my mind that tells me “you need to write” and that’s all… okay, it’s not… I’ve been trying to write about everything in my life, everytime I walk or I’m not sitting in my house watching videos, playing video games, trying to write songs, read or trying to avoid my university duties I thinkg “hey, this I have in my mind is amazing, hopelly someone can think the same, I have to share it” and that’s what I’m trying to do right know and try to keep trying.
Also I was on Tumblr and I didn’t like it, and I failed. But, who cares? you can’t make a song in one day. (I hope the writing wasn’t as bad as my previous blogs).
You can follow me on Twitter @JesusPinarte where I usually write my non personal feelings (in spanish, I’m gonna try to tweet in English). Also if you see something that I wrote bad, or very bad that makes you think “this guy doesn’t know how to wirte in English” please tell me, please, I’m begging you for that.
