My gastritis and me: today

So I woke up at 7 a.m. today, the only thing I had in my mind was “I have to do all the stuff today, my homeworks (the university don’t let me rest in peace), my readings, going to class, well... everything.
It started pretty good, I watched some videos at the beggining, then I read, made my breakfast, went to fix my glasses, went to the university and when it was the lunch time, I went down, I started feeling nauseous, my appetite disappeared, and I stopped in the middle of the street for like 10 minutes, looking around if maybe I found a solution to a question that I didn’t have, I mean, I didn’t have a question, what was I thinking standing in the middle of the street? well, that was the problem, I wasn’t thinking, I was in shock.
Two months I got sick, I felt nauseous and I didn’t know why, I couldn’t go out anywhere, I was bad all the time, all my vacations were in bed, 2 months in bed, I was afraid to go out and throw up, I felt weak, with no appetite, what is weird because I usually eat a lot… the doctor said it was gatritis, I have gastritis since I was 11 years old I think, but I have never felt in that way, heartburn or pain in the estómago, that I know pretty well. Why am I telling you this? because is hard for me feeling that I can’t eat anything and don’t know what to do to feel better, so… was hard, and now it’s hard.
I took a bus and came to my home, ate, and then took a nap. I felt better but with a bad sensation, and worried, but knowing that if I stay positive I can get better, and suddenly eat with freedom again. So that’s for today, was the only thing I could think about today, I did my homeworks, and my readings, with the energy to write something more interesting the next time.
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Thank you and write to you later.
