She began, at some point to feel guilty for not writing more. Guilt is an unpleasant emotion to feel, so the reflex is to repress it, ignore it and run away
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Ryan Ferguson

I can empathise, feel the same about my lack of output and engagement in travel writing and photography — purely a p/t passion and hobby — but something I love and as time trundles on, this passion becomes an object of guilt whenever I look at my work online. Great observation.