Remarkable read, Claire. And as always I'm so sorry your husband changed the way he did, and so glad you were able to get you and Baby girl out. And remind me why you can't do stand up comedy? Reminds me of The Marvelous Ms. Maisel and also the humor of that incredible actress who created and starred in Fleabag. Are u familiar with either of these? They may give u some good laughs and camaraderie! In terms of humor and the way you snark at life 😝