Great post. I’ve struggled with this for years. The highly energetic side and the chill, laid-back side.. almost like when Fred Flintstone had one angel and one devil on each shoulder..
I have given up coffee multiple times. It’s always a challenge but worth it. Right now I drink Teechino- which has no caffeine but is dark like coffee and almost tastes like it, which satisfies me as I hold the mug.