Oh My Campus..
I’m out my classes now just for some thinks that I have to do, and been had but doesn’t make sense so long time.
I don’t know why I have been on campus. It takes away many things from me.
First, it do not make such times to think about real things.
It is owe to me that I have many things interested in, but some kind of called University is so time consumption machine.
It has so many things to learn, meet new people, of course. Also, it have many chances if you want to immersed in the campus. However, chances for what?
The problem is some anxieties that most people have. If I don’t have some stable course… what am I?
It causes some many endless time waste machines (or tunnels) that gives a little stable feeling.. that I’m doing something.. .
Actually speaking, I’m quite afraid what I’m going to be, when I parted from my parents. Can I make some money for myself? It is hard things, even if there so many chances and open environment for one-person-developer.
I strongly believe some values that I have, if I immersed in my Campus is not better than for my times to some think important things for my life and just spare time. Everything always have uncertainty. Even if, it is so big Campus environments or just personal businesses. So I want to immersed something instinct that I wanted to spend time, though that has more uncertainty. My time is so expensive and precious!