Yesterday

- jkbl93
- jkbl93
Sep 2, 2018 · 2 min read

I woke up not today… — — — — — But yesterday, for everyday — — — since the day my soul was torn to shards

Little pieces of glass, scatter the floorboards, with each step I take I am cut a little deeper than the last — — — —each step, one step closer — — another step further, — — — — -away from you and into,

the dark..

I woke up not today… I said — — but yesterday, for everyday — — —since the very day you left.. me, here.

I am forever still — — — — — trapped within the moment, — potted in a place I cannot bear to face or acknowledge

I only I could crawl away..

There is a hole you left here, — — -an open wound, — — — — — -a gaping hole, an ugly little cavity that can never be filled in, patched up, covered or closed — - by neither a friend, — foe, — female, — machine, — - possession or entity

Without you I am a ghost, wandering around in the same halls, that you once walked and frightening the people we both love the most

Know, — that you will never be replaced in my brain by anything else — in this world

There is nothing in this great big galaxy that can replace the better half of my heart and soul

Ill just have to make do, — -with these fractured memories

I try to keep myself busy, — occupied with the pieces but still after all this time soul searching —- I still wake up incomplete..

Take me back to yesterday, — — — to the day before, — — — — — —-to the day before my pain.

to the day before my world collapsed, to the day before it changed — — — — — — — —

And began — — - to rain down — - on me, indefinately.

Almost as if the world had decided to mimic my tears..

I’d like to know, what its like to feel whole again..

Id do anything, — — — — — -anything at all — — — — — — — just to see you once more for a moment.

— jkbl93