the void inside.

I laughed today,

I didn't recognize my laugh at first. Its been a while since I genuinely laughed so hard.

Those split seconds at ease. Just laughing I don't know, I was just lost in laughter.

I thought of nothing. Felt nothing. Just laughed

Its been a while.

I come home and something changes. Its like the person beneath me comes to surface and I have no control over it. Its so overwhelming.

I can’t really explain why I feel deeply sadden, why all of a sudden my moods switches. Why my smile fades, why the pain strikes in vain.

I lay on my bed, clench my shirt as I begin to fall into my black hole. it doesn't take long to be welcomed with open arms.

I am taken