Going back to the Garden of Eden, it has always been the same conflict for humanity: partake of the tree of knowledge of good and evil or partake of the tree of life. You were taught the way of the tree of life, but later strayed away from it in much the same way Eve was drawn into deception. It is never too late to repent and return back to the path of life.
Matthew 7:13–14 Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and there are many who enter through it. For the gate is small and the way is narrow that leads to life, and there are few who find it.