Well another article in the filter bubble of men suck. Relationships are hard for everyone. I believe that lots of people could offer advice to really help you but that they are so scared of being attacked by the filter bubble mob they will only offer self reinforcing pablum. So likely you will never find any real answers and end up hating men all your life. I mean what possible reason could you have to love the detestable scum of the earth the human male?