The majority of people in my life are shooting stars claiming universes by the minute. What they have accomplished is INSANE. I am truly happy for them, and I would never want anything less.
Time after time, wish after wish, tear after tear — this motivates and hurts my spirit all at once. The car is working, it’s just not the happiest of all drives.
Sometimes, I want to run my head into the wall. I just knew though, I had to be around individuals with so much talent and freedom. In time I learned to shine just like them. Many panic-attacks at tall corners with every movement, I find myself shaking. So grateful for meditation and self-help.
Life happens out of no where, and sometimes those surprises are sweeter than a birthday celebration just for you.
I truly understand why they say:
“Hard work pays off.”
It has and always will.