Ok for about 5 day’s now the introversion has kicked in, the want to hide away from everything and everybody has risen to the top of my being. It’s not easy when you are self employed and rely on working to make money, to deal with people and to be in the public eye. It’s even harder to get your head around when my chosen profession is being a Photographer and you know that you have paid jobs this week that count on me being social and outgoing. I know that I will go out and do those jobs and my camera will become my sword and my rucksack my armour, and I know that right up until the very last minute I will want to back out and just run away…. but I won’t, I will do the job I have been paid to do, I always will… without fail ! And bit by bit, after that event I will spiral up out of my low and things will seem to be good again, things will flow and become easy. Work will come knocking on the door again. All it takes is to just accept and then start from scratch, just on the small things, build up and spiral up….. it doesn’t matter how many times you have to do it.