Goodbye

Here I stand in this familiar place.
I fight to hide my tear stained face.
We listen to the rain pounding outside.
The right words have always been hard for me to find.
And I stand alone it seems, as my thoughts invade my mind.
I just want to scream as loud as I can!
I thought this feeling had gone, but here it is once again.
Dressed in black, I hang my head.
I fought myself this morning to get out of bed.
We stand in silence side by side.
We told ourselves it’d be okay but we knew we lied.
Sometimes I feel it’s all unfair.
I don’t know how many more times my heart can tare.
But here I am again, asking myself why.
It’s easier said then done to say goodbye.