First night

Tonight I made a decision, don’t know yet if it will be the right one. There is this girl that I used to love and know is just slowly becoming a memory. I last saw her two months ago in a farewell that I myself describe as pointless and weak. She told me to go away, to find another woman to love but the worst is that she told me our thing was never something she took seriously. And that hurt me, not my heart but the every single edge of my soul. Several hours have passed since I last talk to her and I believe that this time it would be the last. That is the price I had to pay to free my soul.