Competing for College
Filling out the college applications
Trying to determine my allocations
Not enough; no, I’m not enough
All my answers are filled with fluff
I hate competing for a privileged opportunity
Are not others more deserving in the community?
I live with fear and guilt sometimes
But yet I’ve committed no immoral crimes
So if there’s a God, please answer this question,
Why’d I start here and what am I destined?
Gifted love and affection and everything good?
Carve the answer in stone or even on wood
But I’m not really guilty for being born here
It’s silly to criticize and self-promote fear
So let’s get these forms over with