Burning Stone

Have you ever told yourself that tomorrow would be different? You know deep down what you have to do to live the life of your dreams but you never do it. You are just living off of the scraps of life knowing that you are smart enough to get by doing pretty well for yourself. Some people call it luck but you know its not. This “luck”, has not really failed you till this day but you know there is more. You know that you have been cruising since you last remember, not really putting any effort in most things except eating and playing video games.

Then something changes! Well not really changes its more like a snooze than a wake up call. You get your shit together of a few days maybe even a WEEK and before you know it “BOOM” back to square one, like nothing ever happened.

You are your own worst enemy, smart enough to rationalize pretty much any amount of inaction because you tell yourself “ I can get this done later”, you have been lying to yourself for years, you actually believe it now. Telling yourself “ I am only putting 24.8% of effort and I am doing pretty well for myself. Some people might even be impressed but you know it’s bull shit.

Well here is where I am in life. I am living a mediocre life and sometimes I think there is nothing I can do about it. Not any more! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! I am putting my foot down! It is time for me to become a man and do what I say because it is my obligation. My goal is Consistency, talk to you soon.