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Should we be seeking answers or questions ?
Wisdom, awareness or as some might call it, higher consciousness (which I just refer to as life) is ultimately attained by asking the right questions. Something which the vast majority, myself included, are not paticularly skilled at. Questions like whether a God exsits ? What his/her nature is ? Whether there’s life after death ? Why bad things happen ? Why good things happen ? What the purpose of it all is ?
These are questions almost all humans battle with at some or other stage during this amazing event in history called life. That is if there is such a thing as time….
I am of the opinion that these questions only lead to more confusing questions, strife and disconnection. The opposite of life. Down the proverbial rabbit hole we go.
But we as the highest evolved beings, with a highly developed frontal cortex, which seperates us from the other animals or if you would like to put it, the crown of creation, have created occupations dedicated to finding the answers to these questions.
A more profound question I think, would be : “Who is asking this question ? What lies behind the question ? Out of what was that question born ? “
You see, I believe that most of our deeply philosophical and existential, maybe sometimes rather pseudo-philosophical questions are born out of fear. Yes, fear. Not ponderings and deep meditations, but deeply seated fears.
For instance, “What causes your need for a God to exsist? What drives your need to be acqainted with this God ? What is the true reason for your interest in the exsistance of the after-life ? “
Why is this current state of being not enough ?
The latter I believe is a more spiritually forming or truly grounding question.
Let’s not be fooled by questions which on the surface has the shine of spirituality but which in actual fact is a spiritual bypass on the essence of life. We construct cleverly disguised attempts to escape our current state of being, believing that it is bad, tainted or even ungodly by framing it as spiritual or deeply devotional for example, “One day we will leave this earth and be reunited in paradise, heaven, where there will be no sin or heartache, a place of godly perfection. We will leave this imperfect, tainted, evil world driven by the flesh and go to paradise, a place where only “good” or “positive” emotions are experienced, where we will dwell in the spirit, the state of being that was God’s actual plan for life.”
But let’s show courage to rather look deep within ourselves, unmasking our false securities, hopes and wishes and embrace the banality, the true beauty of exsistance. This unfathomable conglomeration of events we call Life.
