Today I feel alone.
It is not a devastation. Nor is it a bad thing.
I watched as I tried to connect with my closest this morning, but the efforts seemed thwarted — maybe interpretations, maybe dynamics, maybe the stars today.
As feelings of disappointment arise, I see my separateness and felt grateful. Some moments are not meant for outward connection.
In my isolation I see myself, my needs, my habits and patterns of thought.

