I don’t know what to think

I don’t know what to think is probably very true. How to call up what to think before it is thought, is a conundrum. Is there any intention to think up what to think, since it is already on call? I don’t know what to think is a true statement about how to get behind think or the original inception of thought. Isn’t that really our claim as to the start place of awareness? So what precedes thought that beckons it into something thought? Where does the pre-think begin and how does that process work? I don’t know what to think is a baffling sense of being. I am not sure I can say that and mean to say what I said. I do not catch the essence of it but only give false examples. I don’t know how to share pre-thought as if it were a communication. I sense that it is there as here but what mindfulness helps to serve? I feel for it but am tongue-less in a mindful way. Please, you can only know for yourself because you are of the same circumstance. Well actually, we are all of the same. Maybe it is a one thing beyond or before separation or individuation. That language and even thought is pulling that oneness apart. Therefore I have nothing to share because I would have to be separate to do so and have a mind as my processor. Therefore, I don’t know what to think and we are one and the same before doing so!