bad

i don’t even know what i’m doing here so soon but it went bad so fast and this is probably an impulse post but god i’m so stuck things were going good for me it fucking was now everything’s crumbling now and i don’t know what to do i had such a good start, good thoughts, good mood and i was so overwhelming with so much good things now it’s just the complete opposite

and i don’t want to push anyone away and i need comfort i need it so much but how am i to ask for it it’s pathetic it’s low it’s just not me where have i gone wrong this time why is it so difficult for me to just be happy for me without having anyone ruining it for me

what more do you want from me i’m not even holding any grudges against you fuck i hate this fuck you fuck boys fuck this get the fuck out of my life if you have nothing nice to say because even at this point, i am still fucking happy for you nonetheless and if you’re so unhappy with the fact i’m happy, then just fuck off