If I’m James Dean, Then You’re Audrey Hepburn

I’ve been contemplating to come back here and rant about so many things but then I listened to this song and I thought of one good thing and this one good thing is more than enough to get me back here.

Last night at work, we decided to jam out to Sleeping With Sirens and Pierce The Veil and this song started playing. I haven’t heard of this song in a long time because it used to be a song that me and a guy that I was once with listened to, that’s how we got started. ‘The way that we are is the reason I stay’ and I thought to myself why did I let myself go through that, it was pure toxic and I feed on it. I’m glad I’m out of that place.

I’m the kind of person that I would love to have someone listen to the song that I listen to because that’s pretty much my entire feelings in one and right now, I have that someone. Even though he doesn’t listen to this kind of songs, I hope he knows that if I could choose one song to explain how I really feel about him — this would be my choice. It’s just more than the lyrics. This is not some kind of ‘Dangerously In Love’ Beyonce nonsense because that’s just all the sweet stuff. It’s the tune, how he sings it, every little thing says how crazy I am, how in love I am, how much I want this and so much more.

I’m not sure when that someone will see this post but dear god I love you so much, MAA. And babe, if you’re wondering why I never told you straight up to listen to this song, it’s because I want you to find out about this post by yourself. There’s no need to say anything else because I don’t want to make it a big deal. It’s a subtle way to tell you how I really feel and that’s all I want you to know.

Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of,
As I’m dreaming of your face
I’ve been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can’t imagine being anywhere else
I can’t imagine being anywhere else but here

How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don’t think words can express your beauty
It’s singing to me
How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we’ve been history

They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can’t promise that things won’t be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me

It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
Can’t fall asleep, can’t fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you
I’ll fall in love, you’ll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can’t imagine being anywhere else

The way that we are
Is the reason I stay
As long as you’re here with me
I know I’ll be OK