Ta different agehopefully a new chapter, almost 19. i know its not true but feels like i’m not so much of a kid anymore. i don’t get the excuse of being a…Mar 9, 2022Mar 9, 2022
Tthe will of godI don’t know how to describe it. It is all really fucking hard. I am still not doing well, and I am still not getting better. It gets…Jan 24, 2022Jan 24, 2022
Tbad trip at the smithsonianI feel translucent. I feel like a specter; forced to put so much of my energy into being seen, into materializing just to talk, and scare…Oct 31, 2021Oct 31, 2021
T10/10I’m upset. Practically sober. I should process my emotions from today. Terrible day. I really don’t want to think about it, much less…Oct 11, 2021Oct 11, 2021
TA blog 10/4 10:17pmFelt blessed. Felt happy. I had forgotten the feeling and I did savor it, I don’t regret the way I handled it. It is not enough to live for…Oct 5, 2021Oct 5, 2021
TSolve this riddle.It makes my blood more and more viscose, like cornstarch and water, congealing it almost to solidity. My heart can barely pump it; falling…Aug 12, 2021Aug 12, 2021
T8/12/2021We have circled back right to the same place. Same place as always; same place I have always anticipated. I’ve waited for this, almost…Aug 12, 2021Aug 12, 2021