Entry #1

At the end of the day

Today is just another day, nothing special.It has always been like this..maybe i am just a boring person.Same routine.Eat,train,study,sleep,repeat.Nothing changes.Maybe if i tried socializing and going out it’ll get better.I guess.
I am so scared, everything scares me.Is this even normal or i am just a big coward?I feel so low,if only i did not let others drag me down into this dark pit hole of endless misery. Stop being a fucking crab for God’s sake.
Everyone is an authority over me.I need validation to express my feelings.I am scared of being disliked and disapproved by others. Maybe i’ll just remain silent to be safe.