seconds of eternity

“just blue.s:)” ~Tulay Palaz http://www.freeimages.com/photo/just-blue-s-1228253

it is the waiting
always 
it is the waiting that’s the worst
dilating seconds
bloated
cystic
obscenely
filling you
from the bottom of your belly
upward
upward
twisting you
in you
up you
untill the only thing left
is to scream
liquid
rivers
gushing their flood of hot insides
and your eyes
blink back
their own warm rivers
as you
await
a word
the one you pray for
the one you dread
just
a word
any word
not this endless
silence
waiting