It’s not like this

Depression is not fun at all or anxiety attack.
I have really bad anxiety attack when I go out in public because I have fear that people will make fun of you or give you dirty looks and take pictures of you. I always feel like someone is talking bad about me on social media. I realized that Facebook is not good for me or my health. I’ve should’ve listen to my family and friends.
I’m tired of being alone and not having someone to talk to and nobody is ever there for me except my parents and my sister. My dad is never there for me he doesn’t care about me at all and it hurts me and he never to my games or birthday anymore it just upset me. My only family that is there for me is my mother, stepdad, sister, brother.
I’m not a perfect person and I’m trying to be okay with myself it hard for me to open up to people because there is mean people on the internet. I wish someone would understand me I’m not a selfish person or a bad person I don’t do do anything wrong to you people who calls me that.
I have a good soul and a good heart and friend.
I hope you like this blog and speaking the truth about myself.
