I’m sorry I am such a fucking horrible person.
I’m sorry I will never be pretty enough, skinny enough, good enough.
I’m sorry that I have scars I feel afraid to show because it only makes me feel worse about my body.
I’m sorry that I lose myself too often and that I can not talk the way that I want to. That I talk too much. That I talk too little.
I’m sorry I feel like I can’t breathe most of the time and my brain can’t stay focused.
I’m sorry I have no energy to go and do things even if I want to.
I’m sorry that I can’t be smart enough and that I always feel dumb.
I’m sorry that sometimes I feel numb and that I lose myself in my head.
I’m nothing and I’m sorry about that.