Kakao EastwoodMidnight bluesIt’s past midnight. My head is spiraling down again. My nose is clogged from crying. Another failed attempt, another goodbye disguised as…Jul 8, 2021Jul 8, 2021
Kakao EastwoodSpoiled InnerMy brain seems to be in constant conflict. I’m in the shower thinking how something is bad for me and that I should do something about it…Jun 23, 2021Jun 23, 2021
Kakao EastwoodThoughts about pain, God, and intuitionMy pain shapes me like nothing else. When I heal, my pain teaches me important lessons about who I am and how to be better and stronger…Jun 2, 2021Jun 2, 2021
Kakao EastwoodMy Ego is a Control FreakI am a slave of my own feelings and emotions. No matter how much I try to rationalize my reality, no matter how many times I tell myself my…May 25, 2021May 25, 2021
Kakao EastwoodBeing my own HeroineYesterday I did an interesting exercise. I was supposed to find one major fear I have and imagine this fear as a person writing a letter…Mar 8, 2021Mar 8, 2021
Kakao EastwoodWhy does feeling my emotions don’t help me feel better?Anger is just an emotion, the most destructive one in my opinion. It is destructive because it is really hard to resist the temptation of…Mar 2, 2021Mar 2, 2021
Kakao EastwoodI want to quit<a id=’KlMF-6nMTKdGgDP8-PF9aQ’ class=’gie-single’ href=’http://www.gettyimages.com/detail/653767752' target=’_blank’…Mar 1, 2021Mar 1, 2021
Kakao EastwoodThe aftermath of the stormOur life has cycles, seasons, like everything else. Some seasons are really good, others not so much. Reading my posts from months ago, I…Feb 25, 2021Feb 25, 2021
Kakao EastwoodI don’t want to want love anymoreMy life doesn’t seem to have purpose, it feels empty, it feels lonely. I am doing everything I can to build a support system, but I’m…Jun 13, 2020Jun 13, 2020