In the words of late Steve Jobs,
“You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future.”
Take that plunge.
It doesn’t have to make complete sense, infact faith doesn’t make sense. Our senses can’t always handle true essence. It’s seldomly in intuition- ‘your spirit sense’ — that you might find meaning to the plunge. Even at that, it’s rarely ever expressly clear.
During this time, it’s okay to fall in and out of depression, go through personal doubts and the rest but ensure you keep going because falling is not failing but refusing to rise again is.
In the end, everything — the risk, toil, doubts, fear, faith and victories will make a wholesome story of one who came, saw and conquered regardless of the odds.
So, this is just to encourage you and let you know that I believe in that glory ahead like you do and all these challenges lurking around you is not common to you alone. If you hold on, stay strong and finish the race, we’ll all rejoice at the end and merry like we saw it all from the beginning — even though we’ll only just be connecting the dots when that time comes.