I let my deep breath out and opened my eyes. Lately I’ve been craving for something but I don’t even know what it is.
Not knowing what to feel is draining.
I tried coping up by hiding away in music, movies and novels. It worked for a while.. until it took too much of my self that I avoided reality.
I looked at my reflection on the window’s glass - my facial reaction reminded me that I was spacing out, again.
I figured I just need to chill and stop overthinking. I ate a chocolate and finally got up.
As I paved my way I saw this guy lost in his own thoughts. He looked more worried than sad. I stopped walking, blankly stared at him, and analyzed our situation. Should I feel relieved that I’m not the only one who finds life complicated? Or should I feel sorry for him because he’s another weighed-down soul?
“Hey,” I greeted.
He snapped back to reality, slowly turned his head and shared an empty gaze at me.
“You look dazed.. Eat this.” I tossed him a piece of chocolate.
“Endorphins.” I gave out a shallow smile and left.