EJ, what a wonderful analogy the seasons are for cataplexy. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this shit at such a young age. It sucks losing your job to an illness. Illness is a greedy whore, isn’t she? She can go F*** herself!! (Betcha didn’t think women my age said that stuff, didja?) Hang in there … great things may be on the horizon. Either way, you’re funny and deep and I’m glad to make your acquaintance.