what you did i do at my 24.

Okay. So tonight is a mess. I still awake at 2.12 a.m, my alarm set on 5 a.m. Cause my office is one hour away, and this morning i must go before the morning ceremony at 7 a.m. To not late i must go at 6 a.m. My car was shut down, my boyfie just dumped and ignored my call again. And my helmet just brought by my aunt while i need it by tomorrow. So many things i would do tomorrow, going to gym and class after work. My mind blew. My life is such a mess. Why (?)

1. i dont have stable emotion because my lover’s suck and i still dont know how to end it /or continue it to the next level with probability : 0,1%.
2. i know nothing about my car (that cannot started right now).
3. i have no place to go.
4. i dont have many friends to help.
5. no food in the house that sometimes makes my anger just not stable.
6. i cant cook.
7. i dont have a.c in my room while the temperature is crazy.
8. my room is a mess (designed yet clean).

So far just get this 8 complain that filled to my self about me, going to change it as soon as posibble due to welcoming my sanity and right thing for mtly psychology.

We will break it down in the morning with a cup of coffee while now im going to slerp and take a rest.