Day 01: Write a letter to this person which will never be read
I’m not one of those hot girls you fantasize over. I’m not one of those girls whom guys would rate a 9; but you love me nonetheless, and for that, I am grateful.
I thought writing this letter would be easy knowing you’d never be able to read it, but it’s actually more difficult than you think.
Even if you don’t think I don’t open up to you, in reality, you are the only person I tell so many of my secrets to. I may open up about it now, I may open up about it later, but no matter what, you will find out sooner or later–because I don’t hide shit from you.
I really love you, and it scares me; but on the other hand, it amazes me how much I love you. It’s the kind of love I never thought I’d be able to experience.
You make me laugh just by putting on a stupid face. When you act all stupid and girly or put on a stupid accent just to make me laugh? Yeah, you kill me with that.
Waking up in the morning is so much easier when I know I’m going to see you at one point; whether in person or through Skype.
Often, I imagine a life without you, just to prepare myself for things that could happen; but I can never finish imagining a life without you without ending up crying.
You make things in life so much easier just by being with me. I don’t think I could survive going to school everyday without knowing you’re at home waiting for me.
The times we argue are not times I’m going to apologize for; I believe, like what you said, the arguments we’ve gone through have done nothing but strengthen our relationship and bring us closer to each other.
You are the most mayabang, annoying, talkative, demanding boyfriend I’ve ever loved. But you wouldn’t be the guy I fell in love with if you weren’t any of what I just mentioned.
But I love you, and I always will.