logbook// 8th of january 2019 on #idontknow
hello lovely world people out there, decided to finally start writing little stories, honest stories, stories i go on and on about in my head and sometimes stories that i don’t have an answer to.. hope you like reading it and get a bit of a spin for your own day by day// life story
life itself can be so airy and unpredictable if we just tinker along following it’s natural flow.. on the other hand it gets so complicated if we try to steer and correct the course life has in store for us. same happens as soon as we try to stick to things or people. i get both sides.. i’ve been trying to be the captain and i was somehow “successful” but not happy with who i was.. it took a while but eventually i learned to embrace the unknown, to float through life instead of trying to navigate myself. to trust your natural compass needle that knows your true north and believe that even after the darkest night and the heaviest storm, you will still be on course to the destination that is meant for you..
one of the learnings is that you have to let go of all that you “hold in your hands” which holds you back, to make sure your hands are free. it’s that kind of free-fall-feel that we need to develop. it’s this kind of confidence in life itself that we need. simply to let go, have faith and be openminded that whatever is, will be just right. by this natural approach you allow whatever is meant for you to come into your life and see if it is worthwhile staying..
unfortunately our lives become so busy by us trying to steer the direction we believe is right for us, that we sometimes simply forget the ease life has on its own.. we tell ourselves all those stories and we don’t make space for those little miracles that happen daily.. we focus too much on the wrong things, we keep us busy constantly, we force, we push, we run.. we oversee the little things, the little moments that make life beautiful.. we let them pass by and think they happen again another time but they won’t.
those little miracles, acquaintances, sparks, beautiful words, unique feelings.. these are the true ones that make us feel alive..
i really invite you to be present, let go of all the small and big plans that you make all the time, just have faith, simply allow this feeling in you.. it will leave a little space for the unknown and will allow you to be more aware of the little miracles of everyday’s life..
thank you for reading until this point, means the world to me..
much love, K