Always from the heart.
Just how bad was I?
To require so much control and punishment.
Were my grades so bad?
My mask of success not convincing enough?
Was I really so horrible?
What do you need? Leave me alone.
What do you want? Let me in.
What do you fear? Losing it all.
How far will you go? I just don’t know.
I want it all. But I’m scared. I gave so much already. And now look. I’m vulnerable. Exposed. What if my fear…
The bravery of letting go.
The path of optimism.