Early in the morning, i woke up with snail pace. Suddenly, a thought provoked me. “hey! Are you not going to appear exam (RCSC) this year?”. There, i remain stilll, with my heart beating aganist my chest with enormous thud. I don’t want to sink those feelings into oblivion. Neither i ought to think. This is because, there’s limited time that i decide and start preparing or else i shall have only a year to remain as a teacher. My head hurts, my heart cries, yet, can’t conclude what i actually want. Im already 24, and i don’t have a fixed job; where i could show my talents, abilities and capabilities. However, I ain’t a girl who tires out too easily. My hope keeps me alive.