why’d you take my breath away?

suffocating can be described in many ways.

it can be felt in many ways, but I describe it as how I felt when you left.

how it felt when you told me you didn’t want me anymore,

you were the pillow that was smashed on my face making it impossible to breath,

I ruined everyone around me just because I was ruined

I know I’ll completely move on from you, maybe move into the light

away from where you killed me after you told me you didn’t love me anymore,

but it’s taking too long and I’m so fucking exhausted and I want to breath again.

I want that fucking light.