IF YOU ASK…
I will be happy.It will be the happiest seconds of my life.
I will take a couple of minutes just to take it all in
It will be the moment,when sound stopped,movement stopped,for much more than a second.
I will look up and ask you if you are sure about what you are asking for.
If you say yes, I will say,"Alright,lets do this"
Then say something like,"Lets see how this goes"
All that warped up in:
This is not our time
i want to make it work
Maybe I shouldnt have some of the things that I want.
That means
I will let go of my anxieties
Learn to live each day as it comes
Know that I am taking a risk
Learn to live through someone else
Learn everything I need to learn from such a relationship.
Know why I shouldn't desire to end up like my mom.
Apply everything that I have always read.
Being a part of his life,and still living mine.
Why not?It would be the biggest risk ive ever taken.