in a dumpster? going for a walk on the bottom of the ocean with cement shoes? in the hospital with a rare type of cancer?
these are all better than watching and reading about life as it happens from the couch. I don’t want to get old and die, Id rather be silenced or disappeared. unfortunately I also feel like i don't have anything to say, I’m not in high school any more, and ever since the patriot act came out life has just been fear and loathing.