Wow! You’ve invested a lot of thought into this, and you’ve certainly drilled down to your core feelings. Yet I don’t know whether to be impressed, confused or dismissive in my visceral response. I can’t quite grasp what it feels like to experience this level of internal cacophony — it seems both matrix-like and very circuitous. And I’m not sure whether that’s a function of my own deficiencies as a sentient being, or just a desire to be more efficient when sifting through and processing my own internal voice.
Nonetheless, it’s a thought-provoking piece, as evidenced by the responses it has spawned. I thoroughly enjoyed reading the different perspectives. And for that I say to you: Bravo!