This week I just got a cold. I felt like I did not like it.

However, it’s good that I’ve had a cold just because it helped me not go too far.

I was ready do drink, party and all that.

I think summer is my time, that’s for sure. I love summer and all the related stuff.

I’ve done a pool, beach, DJing, outdoor fun festival and drinking wine and others with my friends.

I am still looking forward to Hanabi, Outdoor musical festival, lives, beaches/pools, Bon-Odori, Small Hanabi and etc..

I’ve met my great buddies from the U.S. and Taiwan, and even someone who I used to go out with and is still my significant one.

Looking back at my past relationships, 70 % legit and the rest is like I’m over it.

Maybe all the yearnings and desires that I’ve had were too much so my body is now telling me to calm the heck down.

Thanks to the medicine, my sore throat is almost over. I haven’t had my drinking for consecutive 3 days.

I came to work but not much to do since today is a part of Obon-Yasumi.

I wonder if my life is ok with this.

None of these are possible without my health.

That’s why I want to cherish myself.

I flossed and I feel good.

I took a shower and I feel good.

I want to tell to myself not be a greedy person because I have so many good stuff so far!

I want to be happy and all I want for now is someone to be with I guess.

Besides, I am not lucky!

Beautiful family, friends, my circumstances are around me.